Going to see Bruce Nauman

Roadmovie, New York – Galisteo, New Mexico. At the end of my studies I had the plan to meet Bruce Nauman and to ask him what I was supposed to do, now that was about to be an artist. (2000)

Diary entry from 06/22/2000:
“Dreamed of Bruce Nauman. He was very shy and withdrawn, but willing to talk to me. We drove around in his car together.
He said: ‘I always wanted to be a singer‘…”

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video-projection, 11 minutes, ger./engl.

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video still

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video still

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video still

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video still

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video still

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video still

 

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Going to see Bruce Nauman, 2000, video still

 

Excerpt of voice over:

“… In the beginning everything looked exactly like I had imagined. It was very lonely, there was real desert and just a dirt road. There were tiny villages and I just took some pictures out of the car window, but I got more and more nervous and restless.

(…) And then Ethan suddenly started to say, nay, why, your camera is broken, you can’t do your project anymore and why I still wanted to go there – we wouldn’t have enough time.

So he really tried to block all of this and it took me a long time to convince him to go there. I, really, I was pretty unnerved apart from getting nervous myself even before we left, when it became more and more concrete.

Because I couldn’t explain anymore what I really wanted there and what I actually wanted to do there, then when I would see Bruce Nauman, I mean what should I say to him? (…)”